Ma ei tea kui paljud teist on märganud, et iga kord kui sattuda üksi arvutiga päeval, mil sul pole midagi teha, hakkad sa vaatama filme, mis sulle esimesena tulevad. Vähemalt mul on see silma hakkand.
Tänane päev algas siis Resident Evili maratoniga - ma ei tüdine sellest vist kunagi ära nagu ka Transformeritest, mille ma võtan arvatavasti homme ette. Lõpetanud siis umbes lõuna paiku RE'ga, mõtlesin läbi vaadata filmi "The darkest hour", mis on tegelikult päris lahe, kuigi mulle sattus selline imelik ülespandud video, kus pidevalt mingid mustad laigud pilti varjamas. Lõpp oli suht ette aimatav, aga teostus vinge. Midagi erinevat tavalistest tulnukafilmidest.
Eile oli mul samuti filmi päev, sest cammoon, mida muud teha kui sa oled haige ja üksinda kodus. Mis ma siis eile ära vaatasin - "Raudmehe" esimese filmi ning "Elle: A modern cinderella tale". Esimese filmiga pole kahtlustki, et see oli lahe. Kuigi teine meeldib mulle isiklikult rohkem. Tuhkatriinu looke oli ka täitsa nunnu, kuigi storyline on kõigil suhteliselt sama. Humoorikaid kohti oli aga küllalt.

Lumest pole kuigi palju enam järgi, aga õnneks pidi mõne päeva pärast tulema uus tsüklon, mis toob lume, miinuskraadid ja tuisu. Talv tuleb küll väikese hilinemisega, aga vähemalt ei jää ta tulemata.

Täna oli meil esimene 11. klassi keemiapraktikumi sissejuhatav praktikum kui nii öelda. Lühidalt öeldes rääkisime natukene, mis juhtuma hakkab, millal ning mis me teeme. Tuleb välja, et see kestab meil vähemalt m a i k u u n i. You must be kidding. Ma suren seal ära, sest juba tänased arvutusülesanded panid mu pead vastu lauda taguma. Kuigi me võtsime lahuseid eelmine aasta, kõlas see siiski mulle natukene hiina keelena. Oehh.. mis seal ikka, eks tuleb võtta keemia vihik ja muud materjalid kätte ning asi üle vaadata ja selgeks teha.

Tänase päeva laul siis:

"I don't hook up" by Kelly Clarkson

Oh, sweetheart, put the bottle down
You've got too much talent
I see you through those bloodshot eyes
There's a cure, you've found it
Slow motion, sparks, you've caught that chill

Now don't deny it
But boys will be boys, oh, yes, they will

They don't wanna define it

Just give up the game and get into me
If you're looking for thrills then get cold feet

Oh, no, I do not hook up, up, I come slow
So if you want me, I don't come cheap
Keep your hand in my hand, your heart on your sleeve
Oh, no, I do not hook up, up, I fall deep
'Cause the more that you try the harder I'll fight
To say goodnight

I can't cook, no, but I can clean
Up the mess she left
Lay your head down and feel the beat
As I kiss your forehead
This may not last but this is now
So love the one you're with
You wanna chase but you're chasin' your tail
A quick fix won't ever get you well

Oh, no, I do not hook up, up, I come slow
So if you want me, I don't come cheap
Keep your hand in my hand, your heart on your sleeve
Oh, no, I do not hook up, up, I fall deep
'Cause the more that you try the harder I'll fight
To say...

'Cause I feel
The distance
Between us
Could be over
With the snap of your finger, Oh, no!

Oh, no, I do not hook up, up, I come slow
So if you want me, I don't come cheap
Keep your hand in my hand, your heart on your sleeve
Oh, no, I do not hook up, up, I fall deep
'Cause the more that you try the harder I'll fight
To say...
'Cause the more that you try the harder I'll fight
To say goodnight

Oh, sweetheart, put the bottle down
'Cause you don't wanna miss out

Kuigi krõbedad külmakraadid mulle ei istu, siis lund ma armastan. Nädalavahetusel langes meil maha ilmus valge vaibakene, mis pole veel kadunud. Täna peale kooli sõitsin bussiga ema juurde, nähes aga ilusat valget lund alla langemas, võtsin ma nõuks minna üks peatus varem maha ning kõndida ülejäänud tee. Minu teekond nägi välja täpselt selline nagu pildil, mille ma leidsin.
Nagu vanasõna ütleb: "Ega tali taeva jää."

* * *

"Snow"

Something cracked inside me
On that Wednesday afternoon
We’d been numb as silent snow
We'd seen nothing but the moon
Mocking all the writing
I'd been forcing on the page
I've been dormant for too long now
Like I've been in hibernation
But I love you, you know
It's just I discovered
There's a life beneath the snow

I knew it could never have worked from the outset
That doesn't make this heartache easier to accept

Spending every waking moment
That I could with you
Now I'm wondering what you're doing
And I'm wondering if I'd like to do it too

I wish I could hate you
That way I could just forget you
Be a single girl and show the world
That I can live without you
Found myself in clutches
Of a panic since the break
I need closure
Want to hold you
Do you think we could just fake
Pretend the thaw never came
And act like nothing had changed

I knew it could never have worked from the outset
That doesn't make this heartache easier to accept

Spending every moment wondering
Can I call you yet
Though I know this must something
That we both will have to learn to accept

Now our love has melted
To a torrid overflow
And the ground’s all hard and barren
But I guess it's gonna take some time
To see something grow
Boy you'll be a long time ago

I knew it could never have worked from the outset
That doesn't make this heartache easier to accept
It's not like I want to leave you
Just I've got to go

And I'll always speak with fondness
For the year that we spent playing in the snow

Song by Charlotte Church

PS: See laul on mind terve päev kummitanud.

Have a nice day :D

Mu teine post juba täna :D esimene oli kõigest mõned minutid tagasi, aga mul tekkis hirmus tahtmine uus teha. See pole küll midagi sisukat, aga ma tahtsin lihtsalt teiega jagada midagi.
Kool on peagi ukse taga ning mul pole küll erilist tahtmist sinna minna. Küllap ma ei taha sattuda uuesti sinna rutiini, aga kui ma valisin selle tee, siis tuleb see ka lõpuni käia.


Tänase päeva pühendasin siis kahele filmile: "Star Trek" (2009) ja "Tron: Legacy"(2010). Yeah, I know that I'm a freak. :D "Star wars" ja "Star Trek" (vanem versioon) on siiani küll minu lemmik ning ka kõik sellele järgnevad osad. Täpselt nagu "Transformers". Never get tired of it.
Igastahes kui ta tahate ka leida endas oma sisemist freaki ning nautida mõnde sci-fi filmi, siis soovitan mõlemat vaadata.

We have a choice

Don't change because others want, change when you feel that it's the right time to move on.